Thanks for clarifying anita;) ap scores came out now and they were expected. i got a 3 on my ap world history exam which means i’m qualified for college credit. i haven’t been the greatest with english ever since i shifted my interests more to math and science so i got a 2 which means possibly qualified for ap english. i wonder if there is a way to generate power and confidence without appearing snobbish. every time i try to generate self-confidence someone thinks i’m being cynical. i have managed to improve my circulation and health by doing a journey through the elements meditation which is a meditation from tibetan buddhism. i imagine the universe is filled with fire and i take it into my body, mind and soul with my breath and i imagine the fire of the divine entering into me keeping me warm and giving me energy (often is good for the winter or whenever my body temperature just drops for some reason), i do a similar thing for water which keeps me cool in the summer. i also use air to feel weightless and it helps me let go of my physical body when i have doubts about it, also i use earth the same way imagining my body becoming heavy like the earth and dropping into the ground letting the negative energies sink into the ground.