Hi beautiful my gosh you are so amazing and I wish you could see and truly feel good as the beautiful person that you ARE! You were given life, which is a great gift in itself. This is your life and you deserve to be happy and living and enjoying it. You become your own worst enemy by being hard criticizing yourself. So it’s definitely needed that you begin on the process to bettering your life and seeing your worth. Have some people to support or guide you, and fake it till you make it. Pull on a smile and the situation seems more manageable. Have hope that you will feel better and these troubles will go away because honey THEY WILL. you will survive heck YOU ARE A SURVIVOR. you deserve to feel happy and not give a crap about what anyone thinks of you. Think of the feeling you want so bad, to love you, have your best life, be in love with life and that it’s your real life dream. It is possible trust me. It really all starts with you
YOU HAVE THE POWER! First have the thought. I want to get better. I will get better. That is the first step. 2nd Write down what you wanna overcome. Don’t ask how you will, just know you will. Worrying about how you will will create stress. You must have faith. Focus on doing anything that gives you happiness, from yummy food, a hobby, TV shows, a nice nap, a good cry it all out (let’s out bad emotions and is so healthy for the body,), laugh at funny buddies all the beautiful lil miracles in daily everyday life. There is beauty in everyday. For some long you have conditioned yourself into feeling empty and not worthy. But honey you are. If you feel scared to do something say, in your head. HOLD UP WAIT A MINUT THIS IS MY LIFE. I do what I want when I want.i should. Feel empowered on what you desevre. Happiness. And that you don’t desevre to suffer of make yourself suffer. You need to fight with all your heart and also have friends or fam or a god or anything to help you. ANS you will reach that happiness I promise. The thing is, happiness is created inside by you. You can have it anytime anywhere, from about to have a nap, eating yummy stuff, getting up in the morning saying thank you, write down a grateful journal, think of how blessed you are and what is going right in the world. If you choose to have a frown and let others influence you, it’s not living. You need to break free from the shackles you set on yourself and realize how worthy you are of everything. Of life. You desevre the world. So you can SO DO this. To start living the life you had when you were little. Do anything that makes you happy. Write down your progress. Talk to people. Have hope. Distract yourself, smile, talk it all out, seek help etc anything . and also you are not failing. Sometimes you need to repeat mistakes for it to FIBALLY set in and click in that you do desevre happiness and that things will change. Don’t invest in things that don’t make you happy and make u u comfortable. Keep saying kind things to yourseld and stuff you love about you and life. Focus on the good and I assure you with repetition you will feel good about your beautiful self again. Anyone who has hurt you made you stronger and is a lesson and u deserve better ppl and they will come. You are worthy of love and there’s someone out there for you and I promise you will lok back on this and smile and laugh . trust the journey of your beautiful life. This is temporary. You always had the power to be happy confident and fearlessly<3 go get em girl. Just stay motivated write down your dreams don’t give up and realize that you never fail. You keep getting back up and you live and you learn. None of your efforts were wasted. Ots all meant to be. You are so loved sweetie <3 you desevre to SMILE God bless you<3 you are never alone. We love you. You are worth it. Thank you for existing and it will all be okay I promise