lately, i’ve been having dreams about a book with a recycled paper cover and paper with gold trimmings on the papers edges. every time i open the book, it seems to have most of its pages empty, but when i find insight in my dreams such as travel somewhere and obtain advice it’s written in blue ink there. the cover often seems to shape-shift between a buddha, phoenix and angel. i think it is the book of insight and my life story that i’m writing. also i found out that when i have a negative experience, it is written in black ink and the page seems to burn into ash and releases a dark shadowy figure who seems like my inner bully, but before the dark figure can take the book of my life, there is a brilliant white light and the shadowy figure dissipates. i think i am slowly eradicating the negative parts of myself and writing my life’s story. also the book represents knowledge of life skills and also the golden trimming represents happiness and possibly enlightenment. i have also been dreaming of a garden and a gate in which i enter and there are trees casting shade and a hammock. also i see myself running through the garden looking at the flowers and seeing the beauty of nature. ever since last thursday 8/11, when i fell running cross country on a hill. i landed mostly on the grass, but my left knee was bruised and scraped. so ever since that thursday, there has been a guy who has been watching out for me and he is one of the neighbors who used to do track. every time there is a hill and there might be a rock, he swerves his bike in a bit of an arc so i know to be careful. anyway, after four days i’m fine and can run again and it is in its stages of healing. i like having him around b/c he also likes to enjoy the sunrise and even though we don’t talk much, our expressions explain a lot. he enjoys being out in nature and i like running on the grass under the trees to keep cool. there is a sturgeon moon lunar eclipse tonight, i just received a email, i love getting news like this. the universe is amazing.