Just a sidenote, I often wonder if I’m surrounded by shallow people or if I’m the one who’s shallow and judgmental.

Chatting on facebook with my real life friends, feels inadequate a lot of the time. Many are too “busy”, disappear without any sign of respect, or are just too lazy to share elaborate insights compared to forum-goers.

But then again, in real life, I’m not so good at socializing with them either…

Then again, it’s also because I did not find the people who I really feel like I belong with…

And I don’t really have a best friend or a kind of permanent group or circle.

I guess the problem really lies with me. I just don’t know why I find it so hard.