Hello beautiful martin you are groeing changing everyday how incredible is this, itll be ok for now focus on daily baby steps because you deserve happiness. Remember u deserve it,,youre a great person so much possibilities out there to do like travel to cool hidden caves try yummy chocolate or visit new places have a beautiful summer romance vucket list etc save kives helpmpeople u name jt,,u can do anything in tbis beautiful life, your life is just beginning martin best wishes to u take comfort you make people smile and add to the world everydqy you matter..people like us on here wanna help and we love u. Please r,emember love u too. Write down dreams anything that gave u once joy, or find new stuff u enjoy.new clothes books hobbies dreams start researching and look forward to one thing everyday like getting close to relief or doing new sthff just get up and simply be your besutiful you, even if it doesnt feel like anything yet it will soon. Fight for what you want and want it do bad u wanna be happy and fulfilled again it allways can be created and starts with u hugs u can be happy anytjme u want. Focus just on stuff u like what u wanna do relax be calm eat yum food laugh alot and live your dreams you mattr alot best in life martin Love Leni ♡Livelovelifeleni Positivity&Motivation ♡