Dear Jessa:

I am sorry for your loss.

You wrote that you are tired of: “being angry that death could come to someone so innocent, wondering why it happened, and feeling hopeless that I will never get an answer to that question” and then you wrote: ” See what I mean about the negativity?”

The painful reality of death happens to those with a negative attitude and to those with a positive attitude alike. It happens to the young and the old, the innocent and the guilty.

This is reality. Healing starts, I believe with seeing reality as it is.

You mentioned praying to god and having questions. Do you mean questions for god? Whatever answers someone talking for god may have for you, they will not change the reality that children die and if there was or is some entity that could have prevented it.. well, that entity didn’t, not for many millions of children through history.

Please post again.

anita