Alright so she was confused why I lied and told me I need to tell the docs the truth and that I need to take 1 pill a day and no more. Also told me we are friends for life, told her I feel awfull for lieing to her but i’m still going to disappear for a while and try getting my shit together, she said to keep her posted every now and then. Also to see a councellor. I’ve disappeared from social media since last night, deactivated my facebook while I do this.