Oh Cherryblossom, if you only knew the depths of despair I’ve experienced during my lifetime and through this recent event , you’d be surprised
I could hardly function at one point because of my anxiety and depression
It’s just through experiences I grew harder and no he’s still supporting me till I move out ( January)
I’ve even had a text this morning from the states saying let’s not fall out , I’m still thinking of you !
It’s all mind games or he’s off loading his guilt . Perhaps I sound hard but I’ve had to be .
If you love someone you work through issues , he even said once he would like someone ” simple ”
implying I’m too deep !
You can see why I’m angry , I just don’t want to be -as Buddhist sayings say, it’s like pouring the poison and drinking it yourself ha ha