I know that if I broke up with him. it will be hard for me to recover again. I am afraid of situation that how I will face my family and friends. Because nobody knows what situation I’m going through except one of my friend. She is not aware of my whole story but she only knows that I am going through depression due to my relationship. I don’t want anyone to feel sympathy for me. I just want to be strong enough to face my own personal problems.