thanks, i would like your help with putting together the relationship resume:) my inner bully still seeks to overpower me, but i am more aware of it and sometimes when the inner bully says “look how dumb you are. you know nothing. why did you waste time when you should have been studying? you have poor time management!” i have begun to reason with it saying “listen up, inner bully. i’m tired of your criticisms. i had five tests and two projects last week and i needed a break from academics, so i wasn’t procrastinating.” then the inner bully says “you’ll never get anything done. look you took a break from studying and now you have to finish outlining ch.6-7 and on top of that ch.44 for ap biology. you also need to do extra study for ap calc on the chain rule b/c you are a dumb, worthless fat loser. also you forgot to do your u.s history ii hw” this is what i say “i will do whatever it takes to get most of it done. and i don’t need any help from you.”

i need to pull my grade up from a 65.6 in u.s. history b/c of a hw assignment and a test that i got a 76 on, but i am good with history, so i will work on it. i need to keep my ap biology grade within the 90 range so an 88.6 is relatively okay for now. i still have to outline 3 chapters. i need to keep my ap calc grade within the 85 range and it is currently an 86. i am working on making sense of derivatives and the chain rule and some of its confusing. i have a 93.8 in java right now, but i am struggling a bit with the new program called eclipse, but i’ll get there. i am afraid that my financial aid for college file was messed up, but i got an email oct. 2nd and it said to wait for 3-5 days. i had to send in a signature page to verify my identity. i also have to ask ms. walski if she can help me with my letters of recommendation. i also need some time to study for my sats.

on the bright side, i really like art club, everyone is quite fun to work with and encouraging. i have two friends who are helping me paint the angel mural project. also my ap biology partners are quite fun to work with and they are good at explaining things.