k.e. maybe it would be good for you to write down your feelings and reflect on them. possibly bring them to light and work them out like a puzzle to find the roots of your fear. also taking a walk out in nature being alone is a good idea, just breath in the essence of the trees and imagine yourself as strong as a tree, with your arms as branches touching the sun. if you find yourself anxious around people, you can try to be humorous about it. such as if your thoughts are “yipes, everyone is judging me!” you can imagine yourself as a clown dancing and having everyone laugh b/c you are entertaining. picture yourself flipping out that your shoes enlarge to clown size and you are dancing in the clown shoes and making people laugh. picture your hair being puffed out from stress and you showing off your new ‘do. hope the storm doesn’t damage too much anita. hope your generator works well and glad you have internet. hope the others have their power return. i have a 2 hour ap biology exam tomorrow and i am struggling a bit with ap calc rates of change, but we just started today. this song isn’t about my special friend. the song “alive” by adelitas way is more like it. oh and my special friend has blonde hair and blue eyes. here is my interpretation of the lyrics:

“What if I told you that I think you’re perfect?
Beautiful sky in your eyes, it’s so worth it.”

I accept him for his flaws and I think he is perfect in my eyes. His eyes are crystal blue and they are a vast sky that shine bright every time I look at him. He makes me feel worthy and safe.

“I know you make me feel alive.
What if I told you that I’m in forever?”

He makes me see the beauty in life and love. I would never betray him. He makes me feel truly connected to my divine spirit.

“Nothing to hide, yeah, I’ll go wherever you will go.
You make me feel alive.”

He is really good at reading my emotions and we will always be there for each other.

“And I’ll be hanging on every word you say to me.
Hanging on a feeling that I get,
‘Cause you make me
Laugh a little louder,
Love a little harder.”

We share many memories and we make each other laugh and love and realize the true meaning of life.

“And I feel alive when I’m with you.
Every time it’s something new.
Never knew what love could be like
Until I walked away the first time.”

Every time we have something new in our connection whether it’s just a glance, a smile, a hug, it lights both of us up. But we are really shy around each other so we walk away quickly. But he’s the reason I know what love is. He makes me feel like a special person.

“And I feel alive when I’m with you.
Deep inside, it’s something true.
You’re the only reason I fight,
You’re the best thing in my life.”

I know that the love I feel inside for him is true and he’s the reason that makes me smile in times of strife and encourages me to fight for what i believe in.

“What if I told you that I’d never hurt you?
Always be there for you to hold on to.
I know you make me feel alive”

I would never do anything to hurt him and would always protect him.

“And every single second’s a lifetime memory,
I’ll be holding on to each moment
‘Cause you make me
Laugh a little louder
Love a little harder.”

I’m glad he is in my life because he made me a better person and I will hang on to every moment and cherish it.

“And I feel alive when I’m with you.
When I’m with you”

“And I feel alive when I’m with you
Every time it’s something new.
Never knew what love could feel like
Until I walked away the first time.
And I feel alive when I’m with you.
Deep inside it’s something true.
You’re the only reason I fight,
You’re the best thing in my life.”