Thank you, Anita and Peter, for your insightful responses

Yes, Anita, I agree with the fact that you never know how a person is on the inside even if they are partying or hanging out with friends. I think that I read too many blogs, that’s why I overload myself with information haha. I guess I am questioning too much because I have to find out what drives me, what are my interests, and what I need to pursue because the thing is that I don’t want to waste any time. I think this may be because I was never allowed to pursue too many interests during my childhood at my uncle’s house. Also, usually when I am around people I don’t know what to talk about because usually, I am not much into social media or television, or movies, especially due to my hearing problem.

haha yes Peter, your guess is right! How did you know that? I guess that you are right that I nee o accept my authentic self and learn ways to accept them. I am honestly trying my best to live life and feel grateful of my situations, but when I look at the world through my different lens, I see that most people only talk about fun stuff and materialistic matters. It’s hard to find people who want to express vulnerability. So, that makes me feel like I should be more materialistic than I currently am.

Thank you again Anita and Peter.