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when i’m stressed over classes, it’s like the inner bully doesn’t bother me, but i have recurring dreams of leeches draining me and in the dream, i am struggling, but the more i pull the leeches off the more that appear. so finally i realize i’m sick of the leeches and i decide to stand under a waterfall and wash them away. with that waterfall, my energy is renewed. i always know when i am stressed in school b/c the dream of leeches always comes up. the inner bully gets toppled under my thoughts of the work i have to do and i don’t hear its voice. so i’m debating about dropping java class.
Pros
Extra time to study for other classes (ap classes take up a lot of time)
Less stress since i don’t have to deal with loud classmates and also have more time to review for the classes i have left on my schedule
i don’t have to deal with the idea of falling behind in the class due to statement above
i feel as if i can’t really concentrate in the class and not really learning
Cons
since it’s been awhile since i’ve been in the class, it will show up on my transcript and may be bad for college
i won’t have a fourth block to go to, but i think i can spend it in the library studying if the counselor lets me
i’ve been in the class for quite a long time and it’s only two months till the end of the semester