* Dear niteshkr: this is not the place for a confession. This is a place where you share your problems, your struggles and look for hope, for answers. For that purpose, I will be glad to help you. Please start your own thread (click FORUMS, choose a CATEGORY, click your chosen Category (TOUGH TIMES, maybe), click that, scroll down the page and type there). Please share in detail all that is relevant to your current struggle. Your pain will diminish, you will see. I will reply to you as soon as I see your new thread.
anita