Thanks a lot anita for your reply .

I wants to come out house only…but

he already advancing diabetic stages — so if i leave, though he atleast struggle to settle their family, because of the mental depression, will his health spoil soon right. so it is a sin that is caused by me only right. Why because he loves me so much, cannot live with me and he also thinking that because of him only my life spoiled, so for this also he is going under mental depression. So when someone is truly loving me if I reject him(and leave to him to death) will that be not a selfish ? Don’t I deserve sin? will it be like I am playing with his love feelings and cheat him ? Why because we initially planned and I promised him that I’ll stay lifelong with him ? I am feeling so guilty of all these, especially his career and health.