Anita….you are my Godess mother !! Why because after these many years of silence I got one person in this universe to really share my feelings as it is without any morphing.

The other thing is that, the last 10 years he is focusing on me only, he rejected many onsite offers because he don’t wants to leave me and also not fully concentrated on his career.

And due to his diabetic condition(that time we not taken promise to stay in his house life long, and that time only he got diabetic because he was under great depression of loosing in case if I get marry someone else) he also not planned for second kid. But I strongly opposed him and to have second kid that time, but he said many reasons like no companion is required(because no siblings take each other responsibility) and I am diabetic so I cannot guarantee my career to settle two kids and I do not have interest on life without you. Now after I strongly fighting to come out, they are planning for second kid to give companion to the first kid. I believe all these are really true, so I am really feeling guilt that why I came into his life and spoiled his life.

In addition, his wife is all innocent whom we both cheated her saying we are best friends etc. Now I am coming out of their house saying I am not happy in your house who gave shelter thinking i am in problems(we lied). so I am really feeling so bad that making her also unhappy and this sad feeling will be there in their life long right.

Thanks once again !!