Hi Shawn995,

It seems to me that life was best (not good, but best out of the bad) when you were away from home living with your girlfriend after you finished school. Is there a chance you can move back out? It doesn’t even have to be with the girl, it can be at a friend’s house for a while. The anxiety stemmed, I think, from your home life, from that “What am I going to do?” thoughts that were in the air from your mom and grandma over the years.

Best,

Inky