Hi Anita and Mark,

Thank you for your input. I am putting effort to make my life work for me. It is not easy, yet I am still trying to get through and make it happen for myself. Applying for more positions, talking/networking and praying/yoga/meditation. I feel emotionally horrible, but what else can I do. Meaning in life is different to everyone. I never thought about my life until I was 25. At 25 I thought about life a lot. I started thinking about how to make sense out of my life. I feel hopeless most days. However, I am continuing life trying to get through the day. I imagined I would be married by now, have a good career but that never happened. So I watch as all my peers move on with their life daydreaming of a day when things work out for me.

Thanks,

Miracle88