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Cruzzie
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Thank you Anita!

You calling my writing “articulate” comes as a total surprise, but I appreciate it. (:  Writing was never anything I’ve felt very good at or comfortable with…but here I am, lol. And to answer your question — I completely resigned from school. Idk if I will go back. Honestly, my life feels so unstable right now I know I wouldn’t even be able to handle another program if I were to jump back into it. It does makes me feel sad to know that I spent so much time working hard and I couldn’t make it through though.  As far as the van dwelling, I just find it interesting that people can just decide to let go and really, truly live in the moment. I’m extremely interested in traveling around, especially now that I literally have nothing else to lose. I just want to find something you know…maybe just myself. Plus, it just looks like fun! I guess I’m not conventional…a lot of societal norms DO NOT make sense to me. Like I don’t understand the point nor do I believe there is a ‘right way’ to live. And I don’t know what I want or what I am supposed to be doing so I need, most importantly, to figure that out…