Hi Anita

Thank you for replying, I do really appreciate it.

What I am looking for is a person who had a spiritual awakening and started to heal this life past traumas.  Someone who could bring more calming light to my situation. It is not about traumatic experiences I went through, its about the healing of the past, how long it could take to fully heal the fear and anger and all other deeply hidden feelings connected to this.   Just needed someone talk to who might have went through a similar healing process.

Little upgrade: I went to see medium psychic and I’ve found out that it’s the next step of the awakening journey. I’ve meet my spirit guides which are my mum, great grandma and a gentleman- which could be my dad but I am not sure as the characteristic description does not fit to his.

Anyway I feel much better today and one main trauma has almost been healed. I cried as much I could and allowed myself to feel it all over again. Now the other almost same traumatic experience is looping in my energy field which is not as scary as the first one but still – trauma is trauma.

The sad part is that honestly is here no one who went through this, am I the only one ?

Best regards. Love and light for all.

GR8