Dear willdoceanflower:

You wrote: “You are right about me being invisible”- well, you are visible here:

You wrote that your parents can’t wait for you to finish a story, so that they can tell their story.  You don’t feel cherished by neither parents nor friends. You feel taken for granted. You wrote that in the relationship with your ex you felt drained from helping him as his secretary, assistant in sales, marketing and purchasing, and as cleaner.

You wrote that he continues to blame you. He blames you for betraying him while you feel that he betrayed you. You also feel that a friend betrayed you, the friend who shared with you about her failed relationship. You told her that she was becoming unbearably bossy and demanding at work and in return she froze you out of her life.

The starsigns, something you are fascinated with and follow closely, tell you that you will be meeting the love of your life this month, August, get married, possibly to an ex

You wrote that there is nothing you enjoy, that you miss your ex so much, that you tried to adopt a dog, starting tennis, joining gyms, groups, bars, but “everything i tried was a brick wall”.

anita