Hi Elliot,

Yes I realise it is easier to say it than make it happen, very much so. Hopefully with the steps you are taking I think you will. You have already started the process. You say you wonder if you are meant to be normal, what is normal??? nobody is normal, you seem to me to be quite a sensitive soul and the world is a scary place. But it can also be a wonderful place if you can just find your place in it. How can an innocent baby born into the world not be cut out for it? it is just the conditioning you have learned from a young age that has overtaken you and messed with your head. I don’t know if you would be interested in looking up a guy by the name of Mooji on u tube. You may have already heard of him. He is a spiritual teacher but used to be a school teacher. A lot has happened to him in life. He makes a lot of sense of the nonsense of the monkey on our shoulder.

I wish you well Elliot and hope that your life gets better with every small step.

Mia