Dear Ayrton,

I can’t help reading your post and wondering why you hold yourself back so much. ” I enjoy trying things but I still don’t know which one it is that I want to pursue.” and “I move away to Canada in 3 months but I worry that me moving is me running away from the miserable life I have back home.” Just taking out a few words and making an edit, we have this:

“I enjoy trying things.” and “I move away to Canada in 3 months and I get a new environment”

You think too much Ayrton. Just keep things simple and don’t look to far into the future. Things will play out.