Hello friend,

It seems you are putting enormous pressure on yourself to achieve this “something” that will make it all worthwhile. Your life, the process of getting to know yourself through the ups and downs is what it’s all about. If you don’t enjoy the ride then you aren’t moving towards the right destination. Once you let go of the pressure to “be somebody” and to actually accept your situation you will feel totally open to what life throws your way. It’s about putting out what you want to the universe, working your way towards it and letting things come to you. And the whole being somebody thought…just be a good person, people will remember you. Your effect on others is the biggest currency there is… (watch Jim Carrey’s commencement speech, it is wonderfully brilliant). Turn inward!