Hi Eliana,

For one thing, this girl was bi-polar with mania. She was not necessarily in a healthy place or had the aptitude to be a good friend to you. In her own admission she hadn’t had a friend since she was five.

Then you say you can’t afford to lose friends. As if having friends was a requirement for life. Like, “Oh no! I’m down to one crappy friend! It doesn’t matter who she is or what she does, if I lose this one I’ll lose at life!!” Does that make sense? No, of course not!

There are many different kinds of friends. Hers was the pizza eating, movie watching see you in passing kind of friend. Not the supportive caring while you’re going through cancer kind.

Hopefully you will meet another kind of friend who’s a level up. It won’t be hard.

Best,

Inky