Thanks Inky,

Your post, made me feel better. I just wish I had a “pause” button, so I don’t overreact and lash out, then later, regret. The apology I made to her was no good, she responded back rudely. But you are right, she really never was a true friend. She made me feel bad about myself alot, and think she enjoyed it. I just get tired of sabatoging anything good that comes my way, friendships, relationships, I feel all this therapy..and I am going backwards. x