Hi Joe! I was reading your story and I can relate to emotions that go along with should I stay and try to make it work with someone who I have built this life with or start over. For me, I make a decision and then I go back on it because no matter what there will be emotions to cope with letting go of one or the other and that If I base my decisions on emotions, I will always go back and forth. So I am trying to look at the logistics,; what looks best for me 5 years down the road and what is reasonable to believe is doable? Only you can decide what is best for you. Wish I could say something more insightful but this is where I am at as well.