Dear Connie:

Well, you listed a few feelings: that sense of security (I referred to it as safety), anticipation and excitement, and happiness. It is these feelings that you are missing. These feelings were triggered in you when you saw him, talked to him, thought about him.

On the other hand, there are other feelings you experienced when with him and when thinking of him. Do you remember the feelings that were not so pleasant as those you listed above?

anita