Its strange. On today’s learning excursion, I found out I’m not wanted in the places I’ve seen that mysterious woman. These places are near enough to a delivery job I wanted, but chose school first; A need for food, that was too far not to spoil; And a place I wanted to eat, that was spied on before hand.

I can find no rest, and understand a potted plant can no longer find creativity.

I try to find a calm , quiet spot to read with no luck. At times my ability to read is nullified. I’ve read university taught text books, and suddenly I can’t read. Something is trying to irritate me into moving, and I because it has nothing to do with her, I move on.

Plus, today I caught a social psychology / social engineering / ad campaign that I can surmise has roots in facebook, and the publically traded nature of the system itself. My data, and profile were closed over ten years ago because I could see the problems it was causing someone like me.