Whew! I don’t think I want to go through that too often. I’ve been forced through a past trauma, and I learned it wasn’t the cause of my troubles. Who would think someone breaking in to your house would put you at risk for becoming brainwashed. I learned my radio was connected to my cd’s all those years ago, and it caused a susceptibility to being manipulated by sleep reinforcment. My sleeplessness is forcing me to relive key parts of my life, but neglecting to recognize the souce of all of it.

I know I’m being used like this, and I can understand the premise, but the severity has caused me to experience a psychic echo from July 2nd. I was out enjoying the evening when I felt like the police were getting ready to harm me. I still don’t know why I went through shock that day, but I went through it again 2 nights ago. I even ended up auto-writing to my mom, because it felt like I was being mesmerized by my new PS4.

It hurt like hell to go through a past trauma at the same time as being pushed to speak of something I can’t prove. I know the pieces fit, but the person who added the extra solder to my old stereo is 20 years older, and I am being told to speak of a child being sold into slavery in Canada, however I don’t think it was true. The man might’ve been using it as an excuse to rile up and incit religious fervour. The proof would be on a banking machine camera and could see the scene behind me. That, and a sort of wrap around back to a news story of the 300 dead in somolia.

I can see why the first nations people have been having a crisis with suicide, and I know I’ve just went through the same thing. Being burdened with a war that is not ours to fight. I’ve been hit with a stroboscopic effect that induces a sort of Aversion. This electronic Aversion is being manipulated by sight, and sound, and sleepdeprivation. I know it’s electronic, and its originating points.

I may, in a few years be forced into seclusion due to my being repeatedly, electronically abused. Like an electronic bully with a psychology degree, a law degree, a medical degree, a compter enginerring degree, a political science degree, a christian science degree, a astrophysics degree, and a media degree. I know I’m being fed information, but this part may be the strangest. Everthing I see points to someone using data obtained illegally to confuse, and distract and try place blame where none was before.

Electronic guilt feels like looking at oil on soap. Same for aversion.