Hi E,

I have one simple question that could help you. Do you know what an emotional reset is? I think it could help a woman like you. It might take some time to write down, but that can wait.

The woman who stole my heart, may have been through the same thing years ago. I wouldn’t want her to go through that again. I seen her on the news, and remembered where, but only after the fact. I too nearly drowned that fall.

My reset hit harder than most because it has two sides. A past sexual trauma, coupled with enforced circadian rhythm, and massive technological monitoring, through my healthcare. I used to fall asleep listening to CD’s, and threw my headphones off after I fell asleep. My case has a bit of a hitch to it because the cause of my concussion was from how hard the ecstasy hit me. Yup, that little pill knocked me right over. The hitch, and added stress were feeding off each other and forced me to learn the cause. Somewhere, after I bought my reciever amp, and before my concussion, someone must have broken in, and added some extra solder to connect the CD to the radio. The accident points out the need to maintain proper connections, because this process can lead backwards to something like Alzheimer’s disease. I don’t want to startle the world with this news, because of something like aversion can be used to cause panic, and fear where none was before. My sexual trauma has passed, but the secondary implications remind me to accept knowledge that is not my own, and not place blame.