Dear Alexandra:

I like watching storms too. You wrote that you looked/ look up to your sister: not a good idea. Because as you look up to her, she is looking down at you.

You shared basically in your recent post, that she attacks you with the message that you are wrong, you defend yourself and then back down. You back down so to reduce your anxiety.

Would be nice if you would experience An Awakening from this dynamic, wouldn’t it? It is a sort of a habit, this dynamic.

anita