Dear Mepina:

Another amazing testimony of your healing process. Again, I hope others will read this, as it is indeed, the real thing, real healing. This is how I know it is real healing: “I still have a lot to learn”- you know that all these understandings and the peace of mind you experience with these understandings is not all there is. You know that you are not done healing, there is no “happily ever after”, all problems solved existence from now on.

“A deeper connection with my feelings… I manage to see clearly others’ actions too. It is like waking up a little bit more.” It is a waking up to the reality within, our feelings, and without, others’ actions.

“It is not an easy procedure… If, though, you simply cover or ignore a wound… it will start to hurt again, and maybe during totally irrelevant situations”- so well stated, for me.

Here is something very interesting to me: “And the more I was giving, the more he was asking”- what I read today as if for the first time, in this kind of statement, is that he was not getting what he really needed, and that is why he was asking for more and more. What he really needs is what no one can give him, not now and not in the future. Other women can not give him what he needs, their love too will not be enough. This is because what he really needs is in the healing process he is not engaged in.

Hoping and looking forward to read more from you.

anita