Hello,

it happened around november 2016.

yes it was the girl that i was referring to in my 2015 posts. the one that was too interested and too curious.

i think that in 2015  i was a bit different person.

i thought that being nice and kind in a home environment means something bad.

i wanted to escape to the world full of young people. i felt like in a cage because i was still living with my paretns as well as studying the same thing . for me it was forever and the neverending cycle.

but from the perspective now i see that its okey. parents need to be kind and nice.

of course every stage of your life and every generation needs to be differentiate. maybe i was too dependable before. and too immature.

but i hated that this girl wanted to say that my parents are too protective. i remember even in high school when we were talking – she was always having problems with parents. she didnt have a family. they divorced and then her dad died. and instead of getting help from friends – me, andother people. she decided to party and take drugs. and she became the queen bee because of the attention that she didnt get in her childhood.

everytime i was giving her a help hand she didnt want she preferred to get drunk and party only with men.

i understand. usually women want to be in the centre of men’s attention 🙂  its natural

but she didnt let other girl be on the same level in groups.

it was her who introduced me to the company that i met up this man.

but it was not my fault that we were attracted to each other.

she lives in a limbo, in a world that she CAN. because she wasnt given the attention and good childhood.

but it doesnt meen she NEEDS to destroy other people’s lifes.

i will never forget and forgive.

because it was always me , in high school and later- like her shadow. always her the 1st and me the 2nd. always when she had relationships i was always the one to tell her advice, good friend.

but when i wanted to set up sth for myself like a little relationship , she realised. 🙂 because she knew me. she knew my steps. so she realised i was into someone from her company. some of her guards. knights that only she can use, one to party, one to spend time, one to go to the cinema. 😉

i hope she will never be happy . because she uses people. she is very egoistical because she fears the abandonement like she experienced in childchood. but i dont want her problems to influence my life- especially when she has always pushed away the help i was offering ( with friends, or psychologist).

i was the only one who remained so long at her side. people were telling me even in 2010 – she is toxic, she uses people. i didnt listen.

in october when we met she was scared of me. she plays nice, has a nice face but inside she is a b***tch.

but what goes around comes around. i hope she will get her karma.

think she is getting it

• This reply was modified 6 years, 10 months ago by Mya.
• This reply was modified 6 years, 10 months ago by Mya.