Dear Cali Chica:

You are seeing the bigger picture more and more. When I read days ago about your father calling you while some patients were in a live-or-die state, I wrote back to you that it could be you, that is, you can get so distressed that your life might be in danger. I didn’t think about a patient dying as a result of the phone call with your father. The latter was part of the bigger picture that I didn’t see until you mentioned it above.

The thought of a patient dying because your father felt like talking to you about non urgent things (plus throwing in there the repeating message that you are a bad daughter if you move away), is heart chilling, isn’t it. Maybe that patient who died as a result, in this very possible scenario, was a nice person, a good father.

You see more and more and your thinking is excellent. You are awakening more and more to reality.

anita