I don’t trust anyone at the school either. I’m tired of expecting love and affection from people I give the same too. Few of the so called best friends I  made this year also started avoiding me. When I ask them why they’ve been avoiding me, they just say, “not exactly, we are your *good friends* ” They don’t involve me in any outings or group talks. When I ask for the reasons, they simply avoid the question. Please help. I love learning different languages(Asian ones most importantly) and I love doing calligraphy. People never look at my abilities. All they say is, I waste time doing this *useless* stuff and the reason why I’m academically not good is because I waste my time. I don’t think I can tell this out to someone. All I do to keep myself away from being distracted by the hallucinations is by rapping. (I guess I’m good it?) But I ended up showing my hidden skills to the hallucinations and my virtual friends.

Please help. And I’m extremely sorry for the late reply.

Vaishu.