FFTOLA,

Have you ever met this crush in person?  How old are you?

What I would do in your position?  I would find someone that I can have a real, in person relationship.  I would go out and participate in real life rather than online like join clubs, find Meetup groups to do things with, enjoy things that you like and meet others who like the same.

I see that a lot of us spend too much time obsessing about what other people are doing and what they are thinking of rather than going out enjoying life and people.  Look to make friends and the girlfriend will show up when you are out having a life of your own.

Mark