Mark,

Yeah, it is going to be hard if my friends decide I am a bad person too, and ditch me as well. I am more worried about my friends ditching me than my boyfriend. I have a hunch that my friends are fake towards me and talk bad about me. I think that is part of what is motivating me though. The fact that I don’t trust my friends makes me want to reach out to people I do trust. And Gabi had always been that friend for me. I honestly see my friends (who ditched Gabi) as immature and small minded. They aren’t people I want to be around. Well, half of them ditched Gabi because she wasn’t that close with her but the other half was very immature and (maybe even wrong) to leave a friend over that reason. I think it was purely done out of judgement. Gabi had a very high moral understanding, something everyone else lacked. It isn’t that hard to see that Gabi IS a good person. Everyone else is just judging her, showing they really were never real friends in the first place. But I always saw Gabi as my true friend. And I know I need to stick by the real ones.