Also just whilst I think about it. I think many people reach the stage of realising that a car, decent job, house etc  e.g. all the material things that you grow up with people telling you that you want and need, you actually don’t e.g. when you get them you don’t feel that happy. I have read many books where this has happened and also experienced that in my own life too. I think that’s fairly xommon. Hopefully another member will post about how to get round that as although I can identify that I feel the same, I don’t know what to do about it either..