I did have a rough childhood.  My mom wasn’t there like she should of been and my sister left home early.  Pretty much had to grow up alone

The problem was that my ex made me number one for so long.  For the first 10 months we didn’t go longer than a couple hours without texting or talking(besides sleeping).  When all this went down she pulled away so hard and got so distant i didn’t know what to do or how to act or how not to take it like it was me.