Honestly. I’m pretty messed up.

I have this woman that I would give anything for that has throughly confused me as far as what she feels.

Then I have this other one that I have strong feelings for that I do have reservations about that would be everything I need and want.

I know I’m still in love with my ex. I’m worried that that feeling will never go away. And it will always prevent me from loving someone else the way I should.

May gf or New ex? (I do t know what’s happening there now) told me she thinks I’m still In Love with me ex and that I need to call her and see if there is anything there. That maybe I need to here from her that there is nothing left.

I think she is right but if I do that then I’m being needy. And as much as I do love her I don’t know if she could ever give me what I really need.

OMG. what’s wrong with me?