Im not sure. In general my childhood was good. The events of sexual abuse I don’t connect with my childhood I guess. I try to block them out most of the time, although I do still think about it and im aware that it has probably lead me to be an insecure person with low self esteem, its just something I accept now. I never told anyone before and it took me a long time to accept to myself what happened (I denied it to myself for many many years) so when I think of my mum and dad, my childhood home or my friends at the time, the things i owned then or the games I played or the things i did or experienced i think of it as good and try and block the rest out