Dear Jade:

You are welcome.

You wrote: “if my parents/family able to provide food/shelter/clothing for me during childhood.., I was just lucky to have such family”.

Did your parents communicate to you somehow that you didn’t deserve the food, shelter and clothing that they provided you with?

Did they tell you that you are fortunate for having those things, that other children are not that fortunate, that they were not that fortunate in their own childhood?

anita