He said he doesnt want to be this weak man that keeps falling into this hole. He said he needs to keep improving and always work on being an alpha. His definition of an alpha is a man who does whats right for the pack even if that means putting himself second. He said he appreciates my strength and willingness to stand by his side during this difficult time. And he said the fact that i dont run away at the slightest inconvenience is one of the qualities that drew him to me.