I always had a lot of anger because there was abuse in my family from my dad and siblings and I felt completely helpless because I’d beg my mom to do something and she still never would. And then I was punished for being angry I was not allowed to be upset with anyone and I would be more upset because we couldn’t talk about things it was like talking to a wall. I think you’re right that they’re not the people to be going to but I feel completely alone without my family even though I’m not happy around them either. I just don’t feel like having friends will help I just have no interest in it and I used to be so outgoing and make new friends everywhere. now I make friends and stop talking to them I just don’t have hope in anything or my life getting better