That is very true,

It sucks that he is so stubborn, because theres nothing more really that i can do to convince him to end this break or agree to start a new relationship. He is under severe pressure as he is training for his fight which is in a month. Everyday he is tired and in pain. He still sees his massuse every now and again and that woman who his partnered up with to build a brand but hes less secretive and shady about it. He is very neutral when he brings up either of them which is a good sign. He has also asked me to join in on a meeting with the brand business woman to help plan an event he’d like to throw. which is also a good sign because if anything was going on between them he wouldn’t want me to be around the woman. I feel he doesnt want to rush into anything and he is still working on himself, hes actions and how he has been towards me has improved but i just have to be patient and wait till hes ready to step up as a man and call off this stupid break and give me the security i need. unfortunately we all grow at different paces and because we are still young he hasn’t quite found himself yet and thats the growing pains i have chosen to put up with. He is a good man and this behavior surrounding the break is nothing like the man i know him to be, he behaved like a coward and just became completely irresponsible. One thing he doesnt want to do and thats hurt me because he knows what ive been through, but when a man feels unsatisfied within himself and dealing with an identity crises, anxiety and depression and low self asteem… it completely blinds him of seeing all the good in his life. I trust he will come out of this low place his in and he will come out a better man. He still has growing up to do and alot of childhood battles to overcome but hes who i fell inlove with and promised to be by his side always. If he does not improve or step up and be the man we both need him to be then i will walk away and know i have given my all.