Thank you Mark.. that article helped me realize that I may have been the only one in love ? It’s a hard pill to swallow ..

Anita, I appreciate your help in this and everyone that has replied to this post.. I really appreciate you all since I don’t have many people to turn to for this. In reading that article I think I will continue to love him and I will forever miss my best friend…  But I if I am giving 100% loyalty and someone else (no matter how much he means to me) isn’t I don’t think it’s something I can do… if you guys have any tips to how to make this easier I would very much appreciate it. ..