To add More on that . She would constantly ask me why are you sulking I don’t want a negative person in my life and I would tell her it’s because We never talk our problems out ego aside and hear each other out solve it as a team. She doesn’t understand that sure I was the one who lied to her first but subsequently she abused me so much and I tried so hard to put up with it. I wanted nothing more to make things work but she would be so ignorant that she does not even realise how much of pain she is causing and how much fear I had for her . That she was going to make me feel horrible for going after my dreams. For carrying out daily tasks the way I want . To live life on my terms.