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Cali Chica
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Dear Anita,

You felt yesterday that stamp of approval you used to chase by pleasing your mother, doing A, B, C .. X, Y. No more chasing her. No more chasing anyone or anything.

Yes! you are right. NO more chasing anyone or anything.  wow, life CAN be this way.  In fact, what was all this chasing doing? I did not realize I was not truly chasing things (achievements, objects, milestones) or people – I was ONLY truly chasing my mother’s approval.  Even without her presence, I was chasing the mother voice’s approval.  Like running through the world with a tape of her monologue on repeat.  It doesn’t matter where I am, what I am, or who I am with – this monologue does not stop. It is endlessly running.  Now that this tape is thrown out the window, the voice still remains, as there are old neuropathways as you said.  But  without the tape on repeat – I can also hear my OWN voice.  My voice has been speaking all along? But did I listen, no..My mother’s voice was all too powerful and overpowering mine became small.  Now I will listen.