Hi Stephanie,

I stick around because when I’m with him, my intuition speaks to me. I feel like we just click. He just texted me about his situation with his ex and how she recently, oddly, has been texting him a lot. And I feel as though she is only texting him now because she’s scared of losing him. He said how she called him one day while he was with me and he forgot to text her back which was unusual for him. But how she reacted saying to him, “he must like someone else” because she felt like he was “whatever” with her on the phone. I feel like his emotions are very unpredictable and erratic but I’ve noticed that when I’m in love with someone I have a very high tolerance for them. I settle for less because I’m scared to lose him towards her and I want to stick around to prove to him what my love is capable of.

Last night, I came to terms that I need to accept the present and you’re right. If I move on and he let’s go, he was never mine in the first place. I’m just scared of what the future holds because I feel like my heart is telling me he’s the one and I keep holding on to that voice in my head. Sometimes I wonder if maybe I’ve gone crazy.